While I try to be honest today I am confused for not being sincere and genuine towards myself, my dreams and projects. As it is today I feel again deeply disappointed in my way of not completing that what I intend to finish.
Only in my dreams I can live...
Why can't I ever be focused. Why is it, that I am so terribly disturbed by all those ideas in my head and do I feel exhausted by waves of energy without realizing a simple thing.
The cake I bake, the table I decorate, the guest I host, the friend I treat, the child I surprise.